AmirK's Blog

Just wanted to let you guys know that I’m back. Will write again from now on. Stay tuned!

Today I’m gonna reveal one of my secret. I don’t know whether I should call it disease or not but what I feel is that this is psychological disease. I’m scared of exam. I’ve been exceptional student through out my educational career. I work hard love to read n write . I love to give presentations, completing difficult tasks etc etc but when it comes to exam I really get upset. I’ve great great fear of exam no matter what kinda exam those are. I can prepare well but I can’t perform well in exam. I don’t have enough courage to give even a small quiz.

This fear created in my mind for the very first time when I was in 10th class n preparing for final exam. my life was really vicissitudes @ that time(still it is ). One of the aftermath of those critical days is my “exam fear”. I prepared very well for exam n my parents were expecting extra ordinary result from me. I was extremely fret and under self created pressure I didn’t pay attention towards my health etc eventually during exam I fainted.

History repeated itself in first year exam. I prepared a lot and when “prove your self day” arrived I gave up . That day I was feeling like I should die today rather than giving exam. Any how I passed it. During BCS I tried to over come this problem by myself n I was succeeded upto some extent. one of the reason was that in semester system one has to face exam after every two months so exam became usual routine for me. During BCS fear didn’t over completely but the level of severeness decreased. Thanks God I still did very good job in my educational career.

Once again I had to face it last month when I was preparing for a critical exam during my annual leaves. it remembered me of those “pathetic days”. I never think of curing it through treatment but now I finally decided that I will take help of any psychiatrist to get rid of this disease.

Let me share with you people that what kinda grievous experiences I do during this condition. Well my heart beat gets very fast. some time I feel that my heart will sink or fell into some deep hole. my neck muscles gets pulled. Every time it happens that I know almost every answer but I always starts with question I really don’t know.I feel like my soul is going to leave my body. I hate cramming I never did cramming even before college life.But as you know here in our system up to second year cramming is “must”, other wise one can’t get good grades but I always did conceptual study. Conceptual study helps me in exams but some times I forget even very very simple things. During exam days I feel like it’s better to be an animal than a student having exam. I always criticize method of exam to judge student’s ability, reason isn’t that I did research on it and found an alternate solution but the reason is that I’ve inner fear of exam.
But there is one positive thing in my self n i.e when ever I decide to over come any problem I did it. My self motivation n self-assertiveness always help me in fighting with these kinda inner factors. Just because of this “inner immune system” I over come so many problems. I believe no one can cure you from any disease or any problem until or unless you’re not willing to do it by yourself coz no one knows you better than your own self. Have you ever faced this kinda problem or do you have any problem or fear like this ? do share with me..
Take Care
Allah hafiz

Once I mentioned in my blog that concept like web 2.0 has changed everything in the world of internet. Now there are so many ways to have and share information but this online revolution creates few problem too. One of the biggest problem I think is “privacy”. Privacy is something that’s every person’s basic right. one of the reason of the facebook popularity is it’s privacy control feature.

Recently software leviathan Microsoft and online search giant Google asked Congress to pass basic legislation about online privacy. They gave three core rules n believe me those rules are based on real facts.Those rules are as follows
Consumers should be clearly notified what information is being collected about them
people should control how that information is used
Consumer data should be secured to ensure it does not fall into the wrong hands

I think If congress pass legislation based on these rules It would help a lot in protecting user’s online privacy.

Novice level users don’t know much about privacy issues even advance level users do grievous mistakes while use internet. I think govt. should run campaign for awareness of this issue. I hope things will go on the right side as Governing bodies started taking this issue seriously.

salam, I’m on annual leave for last 20 days n I still have 10 more leaves. I did nothing . Before availing annual leaves I had plan that I will not do anything in my annual leaves n I executed my plan .I’ve two newses. Have you heard about Mozilla Firefox. Well it’s web browser. Mozilla Firefox is one of the most popular browser around the world.well the news is Firefox 3.0 made a record of around 12.0 million downloads within 24 hours. VP-Marketing of Mozilla Firefox says that I don’t know whether some one made this kinda record or not before but we did it for the very first time. Mozilla really became a real threat for Internet Explorer. Until now Mozilla is being used by around 18 % of Internet users.
Mozilla Firefox is quite fast from other browsers in term of browsing. As long as my thinking goes, Tabbed browsing was introduced by Mozilla. Although Microsoft has added this feature in IE 7.0 but Mozilla Firefox took the credit of tabbed browsing, Mozilla is quite flexible in term of themes, add-ons and plugins. One of the striking feature of Firefox is security. Firefox’s security algorithm is far more better than IE. It’s also using industry standards like SSL/TL( Secured socket layer) for communication. Internet Explorer is really vulnerable browser if you don’t install security patches or update it from Microsoft’s website. I’m not marketer of Firefox but the thing is one should appreciate and shares his or her opinions if he or she satisfies from any product.

second news I want to share is that I’ve launched new website named paknewz.com. Idea behind launching this website is to provide a platform where one can access all major news medias @ one place. I tried my best to implement this idea. I’ve not much to say about website. I need you people feed backs regarding website. Visit website and if you have any suggestions or opinions do write me .
Take care
Allah hafiz